Operation: Launch

soooooooo good things been have been happening to me lately. My laptop just opened, my debit card went in, had friends that cared for me. Just when I thought that lifes gives me up. There is God waiting for the right things to happen, thank you so much.

to give you a little recap guys. A few weeks ago my laptop went down and my life completely turned upside down because how can i be an entrepreneur if my main source is broken. and whats even sadder is that even if my laptop is working i still cant really start. because my bank keeps declining it.

But then I realized one thing, if you’ve read my last blog “how bad do you want it?’ I asked myself if I would be willing to take the risks of becoming an entrepreneur and not a wantrepreneur who only dreams of it. Well, the truth is,I don’ t want it bad enough, im a lazy person, I’m the person who only dreams and not do then, I’m the person who only likes to go see the top of the mountain but hates climbing. Maybe at the end I dont deserve to be an entrepreneur at all and it will be much better if i went and have a job ,just like my parents had told me. sigh

To take the path that everybody else takes. But no I dont want that, for other people that may seem fulfilling but that’s just not the path for me. I wanna live a life of meaning and hard work, and an inspiration to other people. I will work hard. I keep saying that. All over on my notes, my thoughts, my mind but there was really no hard work, nor any work at all. Like the laptop that’s been on the floor. I convinced myself that it was broken and turning it on wont make a difference. But then earlier i decided to open it and then boom- it lightened up. and i when i was signing up my debit card in it. My debit card declined again, so i decided to give the bank a message and then after a few minutes i tried it again. AND IT WORKED! im so happy, all my hopes and dreams are coming back to me, but it was not the unrealistic standards of a dream. But more like a small one that can happen if i chose to make it happen and if i decided to make it happen.

so its all up to me now. thank you for reading you all. sorry if this may seem rushed it was very late right now. Thank you for reading i appreciate it 🙂

feb 21,2025